i remembered saying " oh it's good those toes nails dropped~" (acting damn yaya)

i take tt back. i tot w/o the toe nails, i wun need to fuss ov bruising them anymore. hahaha... but i m god damn bloody wrong. now there's blood clot underneath the skin, mind u it's Painful.. with a big pee pee. n to rub salt into the wound, i'm loosing my other toe nails....

kaoz.... gonna walk ard w/o nails n exposing raw/dead skin to everyone in the mrt. argh~ i'd been living in hell for the past few weeks i tell ya.. my toes have been getting all the attentions...
goodness u kindsouls... my toes are shy pple.

pushing myself a lil way too much too. my legs are breaking. i'm kinda gd at psychoing myself to push hard when i'm absolutely left w no strength.

btw.... i'm working alright.
can't wait to be a mommy.

fuc* *uck f*ck school..attendance rate for january( nt even end of the month yet) is as 55%.
TOTALBULLSHIT!!!!!

my absentee for this month is just 2 days.. i did my own calculation and it was 83% roundoff 85%. wat FU*K!!!!

becos of this i'm f*cking system i'm barred from taking the exams, which i'd worked very hard on.. given up my meetups, lost slp over, gt a fever for 4 days which caused a bad soretroat. voice is coming out in a couple of faint squeeks.. can't even talk in fact. and this fucking project is one tt i'm super confident of.

n my bloody lecturer told lc he knows crap what i'm doing. Of cos he knows crap... even a child knows what holocaust is, let alone a man of his age.. fyi. 37. even when i said it's a massacre of jews by the nazi party... he knows nutz. wat crap...!!!??? it's astonishing.. oh well.. amusing i must say.

trust nobody manzz. 2 headed bootlickers can chicken out in the face of authority.
had a tok to the f*cking management... this meeting is a total crap. there isn't any need for one since they have the higher authority and watever they said counts n watever i said dun. n guess they just shrug their shoulder n said "well, this is the way it's recorded..."

n somebody should F*cking well stay at home n be her tai-tai rather den making her presence redundant n acting friendly one moment n turns bossy the next. everybody hates her. hahahaha... fanning the flames when she noes shit about anything, except for putting on eyeshadow on 1 eyelid. Redundant presence not desired.

well fine, fuc*ing assholes... do what u think is right, n i'm gg to do what i think is right too.called (insert blank) today, n they said i can lodge a complaint. Reg worse.. she gt a lawyer. hahaha... i'm nt trying to be mean here alright, if talking can't settle my problem, den let the even higher authority takes charge. i have eyes to see n ears to hear what had been gg on, even if it's nt about the attendance, i jolly well have other reasonable wan to get the i*v*s*i*a*i*n going. good times dun last long. we're c how it progress ok dumbheads~